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| Whats (written about whats) going on inside.. |
| 3.12.06 |
After reading 2 blogs of friends, i realised hey.. wow, i never knew she thought that way. Then the obvious, overstated fact rings in my head:- there are so much more to people than just what you see. Or in the way they act and what they say. Blogging.. lets you know whats going on in their heads as well, thoughts/observations. Yet.. its written meant for the public eye.. an author clearly aware of the fact surely will not bare all but choose to filter words or project a certain image and even maybe manipulate this fact to their favour?
Sometimes i forget how much i have and should be gratefull for. Sometimes , when the subject comes up we get so sick talking about it with our perceptions already in place. Sometimes i just get so bored with everything around me.
Then i read someone's blog post. Particularly this friend whom i was really close with back when i was 13/14 but let the friendship fall during the later years. There was a bit of friction when we were 17. When i look her life and shout outs to her friends.. i get envious. Then i realise, i have all this too. I just perhaps dont appreciate it as much as she does and i dont let other people know.
And not seeing, being tired of things, sometimes makes you act like a bitch and you let go of the things you have. I want friends who will last. I want to be able to look back 20 years and still be able to just pick up the phone and talk to them like how it was. I want to know that they'll be there and them to know that i'll be there as well.
I do. I know i do. I just didn't see.
Maybe one day i'll let her know how she's helped me in this indirect way and how much i wished we were on good terms. But then again, maybe if we were, i wouldnt give a damn. |
| posted by su @ 9:21 PM |
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Am I friend that you think you can call up in 20 years and talk completely comfrotably with? (The answer to that MUST be yes, arh...) Anyways, hope the camp'll be fun. Toodles!
P.S. TAM's a twit.
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Call me! Call me! Even if I'm in Africa and can only be reached through satellite phone (^_^)
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somehow you'll call me when im crappin..so doesnt matter if its 100 years..i'll still tell you what color my crap is
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hi su!!