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| a wabbit ☺ unskilled and unaware of it ☺ humble ☺ louder than life ☺ passionate ☺ full of empathy ☺ irritated |
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| 26.6.05 |
As i was about to type in the title of this post, 2 options popped up in a box.. " currently.. " and the above, which is the title of a song that my roomie was searching for last night. So, i thought.. 'what the heck, ~okay!'
Last weekend before CommonTest 2. Most people starting to panic, as they realise how much there still is to do. No different for me. Suppose to be doing physics now but i got stuck to com. So might as well write in an entry right?
Just read from the mugtab blog bout "ppl who have no direction in life/ no idea where they're going". that would be me- hand raised up high. Its not that i dont think about it.. well.. maybe not as often as i should, but i do la. And like, consider the people who so called 'DO know where they're going', isnt that like.. having your mind totally set up already? Like you decide..then you just stick with that decision all the way through and as choices come up along the way, you naturally just take the one that is in line with your decision cos, "hey, im headed that way~". Then you get caught up with making sure you're able to head down that path, clearing all the obstacles on that road.. that you forget to look at other roads, consider other options, learn other routes or even why you wanted to go down this road in the first place. You might have changed. Your character/wants/ideas/new objectives? Its not so much caught up, its more like.. 'it became so natural' .
So, having no direction is better? i think that no direction is more like 'going with the flow' *wriggly hand action*. Then could you just end up wondering around aimlessly? or simply choose? One point i read was that, these people end up diving into things and dont know what they're headed in for. But that just .. ignorance,recklessness or lack of initiative on their part. I can still have a direction, but if i made that decision earlier on, when i see my options, i immediately jump into the one that points there (cos i've decided!) , not knowing what im in for. After all its going to lead me to what i want, or so i think.. .In making the earlier decision, i was leaned to one particular option that not considering the other choices came so naturally.
No direction = keeping your options open? not really, maybe just keeping them unbiased. Then just choose. i suppose the difference is not having decision already premeditated before considering options or at least if there is a preference, always be aware that it can change. Thats not being undisicive, its being aware a.k.a can-change-options so that i can suit myself better and thus be happier/more satified with outcome.
But of course along the way, doors have to shut and we have to some general direction, to know which to shut and which we wish to remain availble. SO?!?!?! THATS HAVING DIRECTION LA! yup, but its so wide and highly volatile..that its as good as having no dirction at all~!
=) im just saying that its better to have nothing set in stone and keep on the lookout. Cos if you dont look around, you dont see new things, might as well have stuff in stone.
Coming back to me, and what i said earlier about myself not really thinking about what i wanna do often. Thats bad right, keeping myself in the dark.. haha, wATTODO.. got common test what.. must STUDY! cannot always think think bout courses/keep on finding more stuff! .. or blogging for that matter ;)
Expect the unexpected.. - YOu expect already what, where got UNExpected!?!?
just being aware ma ...
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carried out life in Singapore.. 2 years exactly.
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